Interim bull shit
Way beyond frustrated, I just don't get him. I've been gearing my mind up for a lonely weekend, no guy and no girls since it's their father's weekend with them.
I so embarrassed my self last Saturday with all my calls to the boy friend, I was raving mad. I've never done that before and refuse to do so again. You'd think a gal at my age would have a bit of restraint.
Anyway I figure I'd never hear from him again. Who could blame him? I sure didn't.
Okay so yesterday he sends me a text wanting to know if I'm at work. I text back and tell him I am but if he needed to speak I could. He called me, asked me how I was doing, basic pleasantries. Then he blind sides me with "are you ready to kiss and make up?"
WTF? I pause... "I'm ready to discuss it sure."
"Ahhh okay. I'll call you after you get off from work."
He never called. Nor did he try and contact me at all the next day which is just about at a close.
No way am I going to call him.
It would have been better if he never called. Now I feel like I'm starting over at being single. I'm okay with being single, it's just that this part really freaking sucks.
I want to work on this or have some damn closure.
I went ahead and fired off an e mail telling him I wasn't going to bother him on his phone. I did enough of that last Saturday, I won't embarrass my self again.
I asked him why he didn't call when he said he would.
I can only assume you don't want to work things out...
Bleh, this should be over or worked out, not this interim bull shit.
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